Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
I don't like today. I am a loaner and when I have a problem I shut people out. It's really not the best decision, but it's just how I work. I don't like receiving help from people, I like to do things and accomplish things on my own. about 9 years ago I went through some not so good times, I made lots of stupid decisions in a very short time. Instead of asking for help when things started to get out of control I just shut down and shut people out. I lost several friendships, possibly some were for the better, and I came out of the dark on my own. I don't really like to talk about it because I don't like the picture it paints of me.
Besides my selfishness and inability to ask for help, I would say my mom has always been there. I think she has helped me through lots of shitty stuff, emotionally and financially, which is more than I deserved many times.
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