Today was a better day

I started a new ADD medicine last week, and i have been sick, sick as hell. i barely got out of bed friday. yesterday i lowered my dose, hoping to not be as sick, and i wasnt as sick, but i was less sick feeling but feeling sick longer. today i didnt want to take it, but i need it, i cant continue to struggle in school, it's just to hard. and i need to see if i can adjust to it, or i need to call the doctor, so i took it again. same dose as yesterday, and i felt so much better, i felt almost like i am supposed to, more focused, less distracted, and even generally happier than i have been in a few weeks. we went out, ran errands, i got some super great knitting needles at the ¥100 store. came home played with dogdoo and took a bath. now i'm trying to decide what to knit, i want to work on this scarf i started, but i really need to work on that other mitten. i think the mitten will win.