My very first outdoor plant at our home here in Montana. It's finally warm enough to leave plants outside. I just hope we don't have another freeze sneak up on us.
First Kiss: I really don't remember my first kiss, but my first make-out kiss was also my first boyfriend Tom my sophomore year of HS (i was a late bloomer)
First Friends: Teresa Skibinski, we met when we were 3-4ish
First Home bought with Husband: we've never bought a home but our first home together was the apartment we rented in Chicopee, Mass.
First Teacher: Kindergarten, Mrs. Curtis
First Big Trip: We used to go to the mountains every year for summer break, but We did go to California to Disney Land when I was like 7 or 8
First Job: stuffing envelopes for Real-estate agents.
First Addictions: The Sun. I became a sun worshiper at a very early age.
First Dog I've owned: My very first dog that was my responsibility is Aiko. My baby girl.
First R Rated Movies: I think it was Candyman, the horror flick.
My poor pups don't get too many treats because Renji has a sensitive stomach and he throws up A LOT. We have found one treat that he can keep down though.
They get Natural Balance, all natural dog treats
They are formulated with limitied ingredients which work great because We are fairly certain Renji suffers moderate food allergies and many common things make him sick.
since we can't give lots of treats we spoil with lots of toys. more toys to even try to picture, Kongs, Kong wubba, ropes, rawhide bones, animals (without stuffing).
Taco likes when you share the juice from the tuna can with him.
It's been a long few days, I've missed a few posts that I wanted to do, but I've been under the weather. Yesterday (friday) I was at work and got sick, wrenching stomach pains. The best way I can describe is that scene in alien
{alien the movie}
Yeah that one... well friday I was pretty sure that was going to happen to me. The second worst pain in my life, second only to a rupturing ovarian cyst, and that was so bad I passed out from the pain.
But Friday sucked. I was planning on going to the doctor, but couldn't get an appt. so I went to urgent care. Urgent care sent me to the ER because they were 90% sure I had appendicitis. So then I went to the ER and after a few hours, and lots of tests, my appendix is fine. The rest of me however is not, and no one can tell me know why. I was sent home with no diagnosis. I currently have mild to moderate pain in my abdomen, it's high between my belly button and sternum, and goes to the right. I will get more tests when I can get into my doctor, but as of right now I am just in a serious state of uncomfortable-ness. The sharp, wrenching, alien baby, pain has subsided. I just feel like I got in a serious fight yesterday and lost, I am achey and sore, beat up and tired. I'll have some tests on my ovaries and gall bladder as soon as I can, the other possibility is some bug, but Paul isn't sick so I don't think it's a bug. I guess that sums up my absence.
1. What I love most about my home is well... we sort of settled when we found it, every home we looked at was either a dump or too small, mostly they were dumps though. But I love that our home is rural, I love that we have an inclosed, insulated garage, we have lots of space, and we have each other.
2. I'm excited because, My sister is getting married, My doggies have been good today, I have been on 2 bike rides this week, the dishes are mostly done.
3. My preferred method for blowing off steam when I'm frustrated is to have some wine, or cry, I cry a lot.
4. Currently I am craving sleep, but it's 11 pm... maybe a breakfast burrito .
5. The thing I love most about my mom is everything? she is easy to talk to, understanding, fun to be around, silly, good listener, and she's smart too.
6. If I was going to write a book about my life, the title would be "Never Ending Madness" Because that's how I feel the life of a military family is .
7. If I were to eat one thing for the rest of eternity it would be I am going to agree with Lauren and go with bread and cheese, baguette and brie. yum, that sounds good right now .
Do you ever want to just throw everything away and start over?
Lately I've been feeling very minimalist, which is strange considering my husband calls me a hoarder. But I want to get rid of my giant entertainment center, my sofa and love seat, coffee tables and end tables, dining room table, bedroom set (even though I do love it). I want to get rid of it all, and re-decorate. small things, more open space. I feel crowded. Strange to feel crowded considering I am living in one of the most wide open space in the lower 48 states. Our closest neighbor is about 100 meters away in any direction.
So if I could start over I'd do my living room in Ikea.
Lighting:
I love this chandelier, i love most that you can use candles or electricity.
Because I am eliminating all of my previous cabinet/shelf space in the living room I need more shelves. I'd get two of these, one for either side of the tv stand. I would also get them in white but I grabbed the grey picture because you can see it better.
This would suffice to eat off of (because we fail at using the kitchen table, hence me wanting to get rid of it) and it has an extra shelf for magazines or whatever.
I feel like I haven't accomplished much in the last few months. May is going to be big for me on a personal level. I feel change in the wind and I am looking forward to a change in the weather as well.
Read 3 books: finish Modoc and I'd like to read the girl with the dragon tattoo series. I also want to read HP again, but that may have to wait.
Finish bunches and bunches of knitting.
Exercise, use the treadmill more often and get outside when the weather is nice.
Take lots of pictures of spring. Lots and lots of pictures.
Cook dinner at home more often, I've been getting chubbier because of all the eating out we have been doing.
Play outside with the dogs on nice days.
Plant some flowers. (may be doing this today!)
Get some houseplants. (also maybe today)
Put away the laundry when it's done.
Clean my corner.
Keep my nails nicely painted and stop clipping them until my cuticles hurt.
Get out there and do something!
Blog at least 5 times a week.
Make plans to go home for a weekend and see my mom/help plan my sisters wedding.