I need to start knitting again

i have this failure problem, when it comes to knitting, i try to make things for people (nikki's new baby chael) and i dont finish by the time the gift is due (in this case the day he was born) and then i give up on myself. 

i am ashamed to admit this but i havnt touched my needles in (well except for two nights one where i worked on the blanket and one where i started to start another gift) in over a month. what makes all of this worse is WEBS is having their anniversary sale and well that means that i can stock up on my yarn for the year. how can i justify buying alot of yarn when i still have a ton of yarn left over from last time. the only difference is as you progress as a knitter you learn things, and your tastes change, an now i want different yarn, i dont want the stuff i have shoved around in the back, i want the different stuff. ugh. we'll i'm gonna get it, and then feel guilty.

(i still havnt even done the second mitten, or second sock to the projects i was working on LAST YEAR!!!)

i guess i better start knitting.