growing up

i will officially be old on Wednesday, no more forgetting my age, nope you cant forget 25. man. on the upside we will be celebrating my day in Scranton PA at the WARPED TOUR!!! woooot!

Friday the 13th

weird ass dreams about high school, weird.
sissy got in an accident last night, it really hurts me to not be there for her, i want to be home when things happen, it really sucks. it will only get worse, moving to Okinawa soon, no way i can come home just for a car accident.
Paul has drill, just Taco and me, i think i will go to Tiffany's in a bit.
my tummy hurts.
not a very exciting Friday the 13th for me

Tucson Dream

weirdest dream, Paul and i moved back to Tucson, we moved into my old house, it was the same, pretty much, except for the toilet in the kitchen, but it served a purpose. (dont ask me what) we had all these plans, painting the walls, the kitchen, landscaping, roses, it was beautiful. this is the second time in the last few months i have dreamed about moving back to that house. the first time i was negotating with the woman who lived there, me buying it back. she was a very nice, pretty petite black woman. i guess its just a sign that i am home sick. it would be nice to someday move back to Tucson, but i highly doubt it will happen. i dont know where we will live. thats okay though. i miss my mommy.

my boobs hurt,
i have a tickle in my knee,
i feel poopie, all gassy and bleh,
i peed three times before i go to work.....
???

aint it funny

i think its really weird that Paul and i have so much in common with our new friends. Last night we went bowling and with them and their son, well the girls and the boy were on one team and the men were on another. well i got beat bad, because i suck, but i got beat by a 5 year old. thats a little sad. but we had a lot of fun. After that we went over to their house, across the street and hung out around the fire pit until the wee hours of the morning, it was so nice, but we discovered quite a few weird things we have in common. i really like them and i am going to miss them when we leave.

boring

well vacation is over, back to reality, back to work, but home to kitty. that i have decided is the only good thing about comming home from vacation is being back home with Taco. i hate work, i hate this state. soon it will all be done, and we can move on. yayness. okay well i am already bored. going to go knit.
oh and work sucks because they blocked blogger so i cant blog at work any more. fuckers.

Friday

Tomorrow will be the happiest day of my life, okay that is a little dramatic, but it will be a great day, it is the first day of my five day vacation! early morning Paul and i will depart our home, sadly leaving our kitty behind to be watched by our neighborshe should be okay i just feel guilty leaving him in an empty house for five days. I feel like a bad mom, we just can't take him, Paul's mom has a Dog plus she always leaves her back door open and if he escaped i would never forgive myself. but it will be a good day because we get to have sonic for dinner, there is a sonic in Pennsylvania, its a little out of the way but we don't mind because Sonic Rocks!!!

Today i was so happy to leave work, it totally made my day. i am really getting sick of that place so it will be nice when i leave in September. so nice.
i feel so guilty about leaving my baby, i think i will go spend time with him, i may be back, probably not though.

Babies?

this evening was spent with two good friends of ours who live across the street, oh how i love military housing, i am surrounded by families who know what its like, who know what i go through every day. i am surrounded by friends.
Tiff & Mike have two of the cutest kids we spent the evening playing with them and feeding them, i want kids so bad, Paul does too, well sometimes, he keeps changing his mind, on on hand we are both getting older and if we had kids today we would be almost 50 when they graduated. i dont want to be 50 and trying to entertain children, i want to have a big family, and i know i cant have 3 babies at once, well i can but thats just unnatrual. on the other hand if we wait we can have more fun as a married couple, explore, travel, experience life, who knows what will happen, neither of us can make up our minds.

the last one

okay one more post then its bed time.
i sit here watching husband play FF XI and i browse other peoples blogs, you know at the top of the screen where you can hit 'next blog»' well i am now addicted to that button, i have been reading other peoples blogs for the last three days, almost non stop and i must say 'wow' first i have noticed that alot of people who blog on blogger do not use English as their preferred blogging language, and of those who do prefer English, allot of those have porn, political, or sales sites, (in case you haven't noticed i am eliminating the un-interesting blogs) so now we have left english speakers that blog about real life things that they do, and alot of those are knitters, there are alot of knitting blogs out there, its kind of neat actually. i have really enjoyed reading other peoples things and looking at other peoples pictures, it makes me smile to know that i am not the only one who just lays it out there, i just wish i was more articulate and sounded smarter and less like a 12 year old. that's my homework, i will work on expanding my vocabulary.

i have been working very much on my garden. i am so proud of it, i have never been one who can keep things alive and now my home is just bursting with green and yellow, pink and red. its amazing. i have flowers inside and out, this is the first time in the history of the world that i have been able to keep something without a pulse alive.

So what about things with a pulse how about an update on those?

Well the husband is good, i keep him well fed, we just had family day this last weekend and it was nice the weather was crummy, a bit overcast and some sprinkles but it was nice to see everyone, Paul actually introduced me to his new Lieutenant and Gunny, i think this is the first time in the history of the world where he has introduced me to someone. here is a picture of him with a gun thinking he's so cool. yeah we all know the truth.

we just need to get to the gym a bit more, i would like to loose about 15-20 pounds before we move to Japan next year, that gives me about 6 months, i can do it. especially since i am leaving work in september that will give me more time to go to the gym. i will be less exahusted then.

Taco the cat is doing quite wonderfully he has been getting into all kinds of everything, the other day i picked up some live catnip plants at the store and have been brining in leaves for him, he has been rolling in them quite often. i love him so much. He has been such a good boy throughout everything i have put him through, preparing to go to Japan and all, he has had 2 rabies shots, blood taken, poked, prodded and had to sit in the vets office full of stinky dogs. but he behaved so well, with him being a bit on the larger side he doesn't fit in his carrying case so we have to put the harness on him and attach a leash and walk him into the vets, it works quite well surprisingly, he doesn't squirm much, he is very well behaved and the girls in the vet's office think he is the cutest thing ever. damn right he is.

well thats all i can think of for today kids, perhaps more tomorrow.